Out of breath!

It is coming again,
The shortness of breath,
The need to breathe more,
Gasping when it is not enough,
Wondering whether I would die,
Out of breath.

Sometimes

Sometimes it is good and you are able to talk

Sometimes it is bad and all you can do is stare at nothing

Sometimes you hurt so you cry deep inside

Sometimes you feel the possibilities that you perk up

Sometimes you listen to the same song repeatedly

Sometimes you wonder whether you will wake up

Sometimes you wish the day move faster

Sometimes you worry no one knows you

Sometimes you simply want to be alone

Sometimes it is pleasant to talk to someone

Sometimes the earning to talk more persists

Sometimes books save you from drowning

Sometimes reading disappears and fear takes hold

Sometimes anger dominates your life

Sometimes numbness takes over

Sometimes …

Sometimes you wish for death

Sometimes you pray for life.